So why is maths so hard?

And why do adults ahve no value for autistics feelings and consider us to be mechanics?

Math is not as difficult as studying literature because math is logic.  It has process, logical steps and one correct answer.  I crave that everything were like math.  

Apparently 80% of all communication for NTs is by non-verbal means.  People with autism use less non-verbal communication and understand less.  I prefer written communication or verbal communication that is concise and compact.

about 15 years ago i broke my heel i thought i would not be able to continue with manual work and at the time i couldn't
i went to college since i had no qualifications i had to do a foundation course maths and English at school most of my written work was marked with one red diagonal line corner to corner my maths was the opposite i was only marked down for presentation my calculations were right
at college i still could not succeed in English but i could have done the maths exam on day one
anyway whilst i was on this course i asked the maths teacher if she could show me the formula for working out roots she said there isnt one other than guess check and adjust until you find it i thought this formula must exist
i decided i would discover it i am still trying

i never finished the course i went back to work

i cant stand maths.