Einige Dinge, ich haben nur Schwierigkeit lässt geht. Alles, das geschehen ist, zu der mich in der Vergangenheit noch zu mir zurückkommt. Jetzt jederzeit habe ich ein Unglück, tadle ich es alle an meiner Vergangenheit. Die Wahrheit ist, darf ich nie vollständig glücklich sein, weil ich durch raue Dinge gewesen bin, die als ein Autistisches, HÄTTE ich DURCH nicht GEHEN SOLLEN. DASS WARUM MEIN FAMILIE HABEN SOLCH PECH, AUF GRUND WIE SIE MICH BEHANDELT HABEN. SIE VERDIENEN, WAS SIE DURCH GEHEN.

To everyone who doesn't speak german or can't be bothered to find a translator...

this is a rough translation of MNZ's post..

I know why my family has such horrible luck, because of the way they have treated me. Its a sad shame that I have developed selfish tendencies because of what I have been through in life......some of the stuff is much too harsh for me to type in a forum. I never write about it because of how painful it is.

I would suggest writing it down in minute detail and burning it as a symbol of the life you are going to leave behind. Then you can move on.

Please just please drop the presavaration about how crappy your family treats you! I mean sheesh, some of us are anonyed as it is.

Well just exactly how have they messed up your life?

Guys it takes me FOREVER to get over stuff, and I never completely recover from anything....EVER.

Guys don't be too mad at me, I was having one of my moments. Comming on this forum to let it all out makes me feel a sense of relief. Thats why I come on here to vent.

And I can't help my preserveration. I never, ever recover from anything. I am at a point in my life where I have come to conclude that I am never going to forget/ or feel lightly about my past. I'll LIKELY be venting about this 30 years from now unless some miracle happens that changes my past for me.

Your past isn't going to change and is hard to get over. If it does change, tell me how, I would like to change mine. However one can certainly decide to change the future even if it is one small step at a time. I do think you are taking those steps.

Someone has to state that your german is not the best. It is a difficult language though.

Why did you necro my post?

You are right, they do say that German is one of the harder languages to learn.

I've already posted this once elsewhere, and I'm not trying to simplify the past, but maybe the sentiment's true here:

   "You've got to accentuate the positive ... eliminate the negative ... " sung  by Ella Fitzgerald!

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It was not that old.

Maybe the forum will show some activity after all.

It is old ENOUGH. Your post about my german was rather pointless. You bought up an old thread just to make a blunt comment. I don't know how you managed to find a burried thread, that is beyond me.......