I'll have a rootbeer mixed with a good slug of stolichnya m'ilady,
And a nice tasty joint spiked with a bit of CP-55,940 and HU-210.

Been through hell the last few days, absolute torture. Myoclonic seizures landed him in the ER, fell down when my knee kept collapsing, and of course, they didn't help me when I didn't have my meds with me. Adrenal blockade suddenly reversed, causing a massive spike in noradrenaline levels, no shades, no way to block out the bright, blinding lights in the ward, of course, the crowbegotten nurses HAVE to keep opening the doors and curtains, and me, with no cane or knee brace, and in withdrawal from 120mg oxycodone per day, and no pain medication for four bloody days......oh bleeding jesus christ.

Thank bloody Hades I managed to sweettalk them into a free script for 14x40mg oxycontin and some adrenal blockers, and when I got my emergency appt with my intelligent, compassionate doc, who knows full well I understand pharmacology, and understands, thanks to me, spesh people, to a degree....got more oxy, and transferred from the short-acting adrenal blocker tizanidine, to the much better, more potent, longer acting clonidine. Not got the clonidine yet, but will pick it up first thing when the pharmacies open.

Time to go shoot up the spare oxy I have. Oh boy do I ever need that.