Aspies For Freedom

====== Manic melancholia ======

another day passes, its not for me only for the masses.

melting stars in the skies
eternal tries, sun dies,
light from the moon is distinguished.
this emptiness is extinguished.

falling waterdrop from the skys,
dripping drips of lies
come and wash me away.
come and end this today.

feed the flame and set me loose,
always fight this war in myself, never settle for a truce.

what if i should, change this in one manic day.
break my panic and say my life name.

i think i might be ill.
but how can ill be such a thrill?

you cannot handle me.
instead of showing peace you gave me a sword and bow.
never could give me anything to grow.

who are you to tell my thoughts are grandiose?
you, your thoughts you hold in yourself intact.
yours are the ones that lack impact.

always keeping in,.never letting out
afraid of what you are,
from living you are so far.

i burst, scream, yell, force my words upon this earth,
today is the day of my birth,
echos against mountains and over seas,
in caves, and under the trees

in my mind
- my world -
you will never find me.
where i rule and i'm the slave.
where i cannot be saved.
where you cannot enter, not even with your blade.