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I realize it has been some months since you posted, still I was moved to reply...

>As a parent I went through the tears "Not something else >for him to deal with".  

As difficult as my life has been because of my inability to decode the social world, I am grateful for the terrible beauty I am able to see in things that appear to be banal to others. I can not imagine life without being able to think and "see" the way I do. I would never want to give that up. (also: it has ended up making a lot of money for me!)

>instinct.  That I have to know if he has ASD, so he can >understand himself better, to clear up the confusion he >has about himself and to help other people to understand >him better.  They also make me think the sooner we know >the better we will be able to cope.

What I needed was instructions for things that other people take for granted. In my case having a name for a condition I already knew I had would not have helped as much as simply reading Machiavelli's "The Prince."

I grew up thinking I was a sociopath because I needed instructions or rules to know what reaction to have to people. In the final analysis I finally understood that *everyone* does. And that what was unusual about me was not my need for the rules, but my need for the rules to be explicit.

If your son is like I am, any books that analyze human interaction and propose rules for interaction will be a tremendous help. Examples of such books are as varied as "The Prince"and "The 48 Laws of Power" to the "Human Relations: Principles And Practices"

I wish you and your son the best,
Adam
Even experts disagree.  I'm either Aspergers or PDD-NOS, depending on who signed which paper.  The insurance code is the same for me, though.

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Even experts disagree.  I'm either Aspergers or PDD-NOS, depending on who signed which paper...


Is why I'm here is to swim with the Aspies and Auties.  I don't know if I'm either or neither.  Yes, I well understand the smoke and mirrors of online, but I'm fed up with so called experts' speculation of all sorts of things for me.  Funny thing is, they all agree that I'm perfectly normal other than that I do not act and/or (more to the point) do not choose to act perfectly normal but that I am too "smart" to be autistic.

(My logic that smart is relative when you are 30 before you can strike a match, flies right over their heads).

Amongst those I've always known, I was the ugly duckling and I'm tired of other ducks quacking at me.  If I'm not a swan, then the swans will eventually run me off--and I would want to be run off.

I know who I am.  I'm looking for my people.

mick Wrote:
(My logic that smart is relative when you are 30 before you can strike a match, flies right over their heads).


They're dimwits.  I couldn't drive until I was 40.  Didn't learn to tie my shoes for years past when it was "normal".

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Amongst those I've always known, I was the ugly duckling and I'm tired of other ducks quacking at me.  If I'm not a swan, then the swans will eventually run me off--and I would want to be run off.


No swans here.  No magical transformations.

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