Yeah, i wrote this last night. Note that im going through a very rough time in my life and this is basically the only way to explain how i feel, enjoy. And i know it sucks too, so yeah...
the best day of my life only lasted one day
i wasnt expecting that
I thought i would be happy forever
i was wrong
Screaming and sobbing
happily ever after
what's wrong with me
stab stab stab
myself and everyone
God screwed me over big time
i wasnt expecting that
I thought he was finally on my side
i was wrong
Screaming and sobbing
happily ever after
what's wrong with me?
stab stab stab
myself and everyone
My life is still a miserable hell
I wasnt expecting that
I thought it was happily ever after
I was wrong
Screaming and sobbing
Where's the happily ever after?
What's wrong with me?
stab stab stab
me on the floor blood on the door.
Somebody nuked my castles in the sky
I asked them why?
They said they aren't for you
So what did I do?
Why don't they let me be?
To live peacefully.
Ouch. :shock: :!:
I'll be cuttin' up the tendons when I cut
I'll be cuttin' up the arteries when I cut
I'll be cuttin' up the tendons
I'll be cuttin' up the arteries
I'll be cuttin' up the arteries when I cut!
First song that pops into my mind.
LOL you told me about that song on chat.
LOL you told me about that song on chat.
Yup, I did. Was something I read over at 4ch in a topic about emo kids. (NOTE: 4-ch is not the 'sick' site Amy once looked at in chat a while back. 4-chan was that 'sick' site.)
This is morbid, I think:
Whizz, Bang, Shove, Kick x3
Tell, Tell, Tell
Flx3
Have, Have, Have
Flx3
Won't kill you, won't kill you, won't kill you
Flx3
Not directly, Not directly, Not directly
Except I wrote the entire thing in the phonetic alphabet.
Fl = First line
The world is mine, to drink its life force would be quite divine
I listen to too much Evanescence that I think I wrote a somewhat morbid poem. LOLOL Moozik.
~*~
How can they do this to me?
Bind me, Break me,
So much that I can't see
What are they doing to me?
[cue more music]
Trapped in a world
Of their own creation
They think it'll fix me
But only raises my temptation
To... kill...
[cue powerful guitar]
What are they doing to me?
Why are they holding me?
Why won't they
leave me
Alone
How can they imprison me?
Why won't they let me be?
I can't remember the scent of the tree
Can't they see that
I want out
Once again,
My mind strays,
Stumbling headlong,
Into a craze,
Falling down,
Into a haze,
A dark abyss,
A frightful maze,
Where I wander,
In a daze,
Lost inside,
Its many ways,
This continues,
For many days,
Until at last,
In a blaze,
The joyful sun,
With its rays,
Rising up,
Dispels the haze,
Gifting colour,
To the grays,
Brings an end,
To my malaise,
Thus begins,
Another phase,
As the sun's,
Shining gaze,
Finds a land,
Where cattle graze,
Along a shore,
With many bays,
Where the ocean's,
Salty sprays,
Dance and leap,
In sunlight plays.
I tried to grab life,
But I just grabbed air,
Life slipped away,
Was no longer there,
Where did it go?
I never did care,
Until it was gone,
No longer there.
The world is mine, to drink its life force would be quite divine
You can have the world,
Although I need to tell
You the loony government
Is sane as hell.
(And hell sure as heck ain't sane....!)
I am a
man, but I am not a man,
I am but a child,
but the child is not a
child,
only a bird without wings, but the bird
is not a bird but a cage,
but the cage is not a cage, it was my home, but my
home was not a home but a
murder that was so
slow that I am still here, breathing...
