Aspies For Freedom

I feel alright, I suppose.

F'ing ANGRY :evil:

im actually pretty ok

Seriously suicidally depressed in work. But after reading up on it once I got home I feel alot better.

Hurray!! 14 more hours to be by myself.

until work begins again.

I feel suicididly stupid! God will I ever learn to read ALL the directions on tests?!?

Today I felt like driving myself to insanity but there is to much work involved in it.

Also no you will never learn to read all the directions on a test, You always miss something. For me it tended to be the most important one. (e.g. Don't do this test its a bomb!)

Im good today, St. Loius finally won, OMG!!!!!
And Legace played to and was good, which fills my heart with joy! :grin:

Happy. ^^

And I just burped. Burp!

I made cookies

YEAH COULDBEE! pound it!

i went shopping and got some shoes!

I am currently in physical pain and unable to sleep.

Rheumatoid Arthritis has just spread to my shoulder the past couple of weeks and so it is flaring somewhat. Hopefully it should settle down under the drugs to just a bad discomfort like my other affected joints have. I've had the disease since September 2002.

I'm happy in myself though. I figure that somebody has to have this and it might as well be me

This is where Autism comes in handy. The doctors consider me to be in lots of pain, however due to being somewhat Hypo-sensitive to pain... it only registers as bad discomfort usually.

Sometimes a nice hot bath helps. I am not consciously aware of it being worse at night... though I think for some, the darkness coming in heightens the pain. I like darkness because it is quiet and still - peaceful... so perhaps that is why the night doesn't necessarilly seem worse.

I have the arthritis in my feet, knees, hips, fingers, wrists, elbows and shoulders. However, presently my right shoulder (previously without discernable arthritis) is newly flared up and therefore somewhat painful. Fresh joints are always the worst.

But I'm alright about it.

Feeling crappy. Had my tutor tell us last week that he was cutting the class down where I train, for a week. This measn that we have to leave for that week. Two of us have that week as our last which means we've been cheated out of our final week. College rules mean that he's well within the rules but he obviously knew there may have been a problem since he's doing it to move house.

I'm trying to finish off learning sageline 50 accountancy software but there's neither time to do this or much logic to it as regardless, I can't pass the course.

Terrible.

I found out i'm going to be sacked, after only a month of being there, due to a change in policy. Something I was given 8 weeks to do I now have until the end of the week to achieve, which is a physical impossibility.
Then when I got home at 6am, I discoved I had lost my key, so I had to sit outside on a freezing cold slab until my sister awoke at 8. I'm sure i'm getting a cold now.