Aspies For Freedom

Well...When I was about maybe six years of age I noticed something odd.   I could see strange patterns coming from my hand, not really geometrical, but most had symmetry. This ability/delusion had left me for most of my life until recently. Leaving adolescence a realization unlike anything I can explain manifested to me. It was about this time in my life I became open to mystical ideas. But I am still a skeptic.


My father claimed to be able to move things with his mind, though I must also add he was VERY much into hallucinogens and would often indulge in shrooms, cocaine, or anything really. Very intelligent man really, perhaps a little too much so.

All I can say is this. In natures search/evolution new thngs are bound to pop up, be sure to keep an I out.

I, myself, am mostly interested (Obsessed actually!! :grin: ) in Telekinesis and Telepathy. I meditate daily (An hour before sleep usually.),

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Another reason I created this post is because the people around me disdain my opinions (About Psychic abilities / Paranormal) and either make out that "I lack intelligence" ,am some sort of psychopath / insane OR that I'm evil and practice "Satan's work".

ALSO AM SPRITUAL RELIGION I BURN SAGE ONCE A WEEK CLOSE ALL MY WINDOWS AND BURN SAGE INSENSE LET THE SPIRITUAL CLEANSING BEGIN AFTER I OPEN THE WINDOWS UP, AND I HAVE NOT HAD A CHANCE TO CLEAN MY CRYSTALS I COLLECT I ALSO HAVE 4 BOOK SHELVES ALSO, AND COLLECT SOME SPIRITUAL BOOKS ALSO....I LOVE THE PARANORMAL, AND DONT CONDEMN ITS ACTIONS I LIVED IN A HAUNTED HOUSE ALSO, AND WITH THIS I LEARNT A HECK OF A LOT, IT HAPPENS ALRIGHT, AND WITH OTHER REASONS I DID TAKE A MILD LIKING TO X FILES BUT PREFERRED TO LOVE ROSWELL BETTER!
HOWEVER I DID FALL FOR CHARMED ONES MY SISTER HAS TAKEN A MILD LIKING TO WHAT I PREFER, BUT DOESN'T PLEASE HER I WOULD PRACTICE ANYTHING SHE WOULD CONSIDER OK....I THINK IN A SENSE IM GETTING AS IS MORE ON THE MAGIK SIDE TO THINGS, HOWEVER UNPRACTICED I AM...I DO LOVE ASTROLOGY AND PREACH IS DAILY IF I GET TIME TO READ OR DO SOUL READINGS I DO THINK ITS A LOVELY THING TO LOOK INTO...WELL I  BEST NOT DRAG ON WANT REPLIES NOW

It's really difficult to trust my vision. I too have myopia ,and have had floaters since a very young age. But the patterns of light intricately woven around my fingers had nothing to do with this. I also see trails of movement, but with my hallucinogen use they've become more pronouned.

Epilepsy, Stroke, and tumors have also been known to cause light interference.

When I was very little around 4-6 I would always get the feeling that I was being watched, so I turned to look at the door to see if some1 was standing there & there was *always* this black figure, it wasnt scary but as soon as Id see it my brain went weird & i thought there wasnt any1 there so Id go back to wat ever I was doing & then Id be like "wait a minute" so Id turn my head again & it would be gone. I could even see the black figure at night when I was in bed with all the lights turned off, though those times my door was shut & he was just standing there. He was blacker then black if that makes sense cos I could see him even in the dark. Though I only ever saw him in my room. But I stopped seeing him when I was around seven so I dont know if it was my imagination or if it was a ghost who happened to live in my room before it was a house (it was an internamant camp (kinda like a prison) & Japanese captives were held here as prisioneers of war back during WW1 or 2 dont know which 1 it was). Also since I stopped seeing him I've had things just fall of shelfs in my room, & I always thought it was odd cos they'd fall of 3 or 4 weeks after I put them there, I thought if it was gravity that made them fall it would happen much faster. So I sorta think its that black figure saying hello to me, & the things usually fall off during the night just after I go to bed when the lights r off. The last thing that fell down made such a loud thud I thought 1 of my large ornaments fell down but I was to tired to care & when I got up the next morning it was 1 of my smaller 1s & no matter how many times Id drop it on the ground it barly even made a sound???? So I like to think its my friendly ghost reminding me hes still here since I cant see him any more. In some stories its said that all human children have magic but they loose it as they get older cos they grow up & mature, so who knows maybe thats the case with me.

perdition,  channeling sprits(kept me up at night and scared my first grade teacher), telepathy ( very young age read my mothers mind.

Mercury, that would've scared me so much.

The strangest thing that happened to me was about a year ago. I had gone out to lay on my couch, not really to sleep but just think about life. Staring out into my black empty hallway I saw a blob of light appear and disappear. This light was followed by a rush of emotion like experiencing something terrifying and peaceful at the same time. A single tear fell from my eye because of the emotion evoked.  thoughts bouncing through my mind, I ran to my room very confused. I finally found the courage to sleep (with the light on) and was interrupted by a jerking, as if something was leaving my body sometime during the night.

-My guess is that I was having a seizure
Religious experiences, possessions, and many other things have been a result of epilepsy


whatever it was...I hope it doesn't happen again

i like practicing my psychic ability's! right now im working on scaning,sheilding,OBEs, talking to my subconscious and making/programing constructs better

I get that some & maybe alot of people would get freaked out if they constanly saw a black figure standing near their door watching them & being able to see it in the dark would also seem creepy. But i never felt like it was going to hurt me, if anything after awhile I became annoyed cos I wanted to talk to it to find out wat it was staring at. & the fact i always looked away straight away annoyed me cos id only ever see it for a split second. & when I saw him at night when I was in bed it was the same thing, he wasnt there all night long, id get that feeling, raise my head to have a look, see it, put my head down & think "wait a minute" raise my head & it was gone. It was never scary at all. & its not like he was a skeleton, I mean who knows maybe he was but all I ever saw was just a black figure, though looking at some sci-fi he had the same type of shape of like a really long hooded robe but i never saw into it just blackness.. Thats like the only thing I remember when I was that little.  But as i said the last thing that fell over made such a loud thud I didnt say it but I had actually just fallen asleep & it was so loud I thought something had shattered but I was so out of it I just went back to sleep. also just to note it was a medium sized anime figure made of plastic that fell so there was no way it could have shattered, it also fell onto my carpet which would have made it sound quieter if anything I think.

Yeah it does seem like mysterious/silent black figures rnt looked apon as good things... Perhaps was a good thing I never managed to talk to him..

I read somewhere that people used to believe Dogs could see ghosts, & when they barked at night & nobody was around they were barking at wandering spirits & that sorta thing... My parents have 3 dogs (cant stand them myself) & every night they always bark.. They never stop & 1 night I was talking to an NT friend & I said maybe the ghosts r having a parade (my house is a prison so there could be lots around) & now when ever I mention they wont shut up she says maybe the ghosts r having another parade lol

Oh I just remembered that I can think exactly what a person is going to say while their saying it. I used to do it all the time at school when I was board, when I was in year 8 a girl was giving a speech & in my head I said exactly everything she said as she was saying it.. Its not very useful & I cant say it out loud I can only think it. Its not like I know wat their gonna say before they say it I can just say everything at the same time.. I havnt done it in years though cos I havnt been board enough to do it.. I can even do it with songs I've never heard before in my life.

I find it interesting...sometimes I think I might have psychic abilities, but I am also very doubtful of myself. Sometimes I feel like I'd want to levitate...not sure why though. I can lucid dream, though, and someone once told me that I hypnotise myself.

I never heard of so many people with psychic abilities or paranormal experiences.

I'm NT, 54, a Pisces, very sensitive mentally, emotionally, physically, but still very NT and social, gregarious even, though I test as an introvert. Also "feel" very spiritual, feel I've reincarnated many times which is not unusual since we are nearly all old, old souls, all of us.  Father was a scientist so I didn't pay attention to my intuition in a big way til about age 30. Also raised to be VERY logical, rational, etc. Here are my experiences. Father and family believe in God, though:

1. lucid dreams- dream while somewhat, but clearly (but not completely) awake sometimes which is a sign that you are on the "spiritual path" or getting close!

2. Can feel the presence of, and once heard, a ghost talk to me (one word only in Salem, MA!! ironic ), but can't see ghosts (or haven't yet).

3. Have had only one out of body experience (s((*!!- want MORE!!!). It was incredible. I've never felt such peace.

4. Can vaguely see people's auras ONLY right before they die. I know, weird, but has happened to me twice. First guy died two days after I saw his fading aura.

5. One possible past life dream in full period dress. Dream took place in a small town in upstate NY which coincides with a psychic's relating that my last life WAS in New York.

6. Can mind read on occasion and used to be more psychic when younger. Would know useless stuff like a person was from Ohio or had two siblings before they opened their mouth, etc.

7. One supernatural experience (the air was electric and sparkly or something) when about 15 at a spiritual retreat.

8. Pretty sure I have made contact with my spirit guide. I told him to knock on my bedpost and he did! Fantastic! I have since thanked him for such long, dedicated service!

9. The vibes emanating from the vortexes in Sedona and elsewhere on earth ARE real and powerful.

Musings:

Stay away from oiuja boards or however you spell that. Dangerous. Bad spirits ARE attracted to them and will f**&jk with you. Don't bother with trying to artificially leave your body either- also dangerous.

Don't wear used clothing unless the wearer was spiritual and maybe not even then! Metal holds the strongest impressions, though.

Before making decisions consult with your heart first, then your mind.

God alone is real and will NEVER be understood by the human mind. God is BEYOND mind, so people who haven't had paranormal experiences should not judge or downplay them or state uncategorically that they don't exist. They do. Some are tricks of our imagination, but many are not.

Our dead relatives frequently try to get our attention by moving things in a room, esp. pictures (askew).

That said, the paranormal is fun, but is not real either. The world is not real- God alone is real, that Christ (Christ in the sense of the "Godman") conscious is the only reality- we just get glimpses of it sometimes.

Good thread.

PS To the original poster, I suggest reading Listen Humanity by Don Stevens, The Autobiography of a Yogi, books by Gurdjieff, God Speaks by Avatar Meher Baba.....

Wow, I think that is great & you give good advice, I wouldn't touch a oiuja board with a barge pole!!
I don't go looking for things they just happen.

How does anyone know that they haven't seen a ghost? I'm not frightened of the thought of them, but it seems to me that if they do exist anyone could walk past one in a busy street & not know.

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way cool! Lucie do you hear the thoughts word for word or just the gist? PM me, ok? Once in a while I can read people's thoughts too, but not word for word.

I see entities out of the corner of my eye- esp. at work- my office used to be part of an elementary school. The sci fi channel here in the US is just exploding now with paranormal shows, but it is dangerous to get so involved with dark souls/entities. For really weird, way, way out there (and therefore totally unverifiable but maybe entertaining?) info read Angel Light's blogs also (http://angel-light-love-healing.blogspot...chive.html). There may be some truth in all she says, though, but I'll never know that's for sure!

go to http://www.williamstillman.com for his books on all the apparent psychic and naturally "in tune" Aspies. We have also communicated by e-mail. His next book comes out in April I think.