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There's a kingdom in my mind
A kingdom on which my Sun shines upon
The Sun is the light of reason
And I sleep in a chamber of my castle
In the highest of towers
I await the awakening
The light shines on me
Through the small window

But it does not penetrate the solid rock
From which I built this fortress
Aeons ago
I used to be ancient

My castle is guarded by horrible demons
I keep them malnourished and furious
In the trenches
They feed on warm thoughts
Which are scarce

Deep beneath the surface
Lies the dungeons
I captured my feelings
And I locked them away
Away from the Sun

Hate - It is my hound
Always beside me, ready to attack
Tethered to my essence
But each time I command
It looks at me and I fear it might
Turn on me one day

Fear - Has escaped again
It is the Houdini of my realm
It lurks in the darkness of the ceilings
Climbing the walls
Always influencing me and my deeds
I am sick and tired of it
Guards! Seize the infidel!

Hope - Hope was the first to die
It couldn't take it anymore
Committed suicide
Hung itself
With its own entrails
I fed the carcass to my hound

Love - Bound in barbed chains
Into awkward positions
On the cold stone walls
Thousands of fiends torture it
Rape and lacerate
My hound licks the wounds
But it keeps smiling
And the devils cry out in frustration
"Why won't it die!"

Despair - Is my rogue
It spies on my enemies
Weakens them, poisons their food
So I can land my final blow
End them
And let my hound feast on the corpses

Joy - Was never a true part of this realm
I banished it long ago
It was the clouds in the sky
Blocking the sun

Sun is always in equinox
Day and night

It is all the same


I have no idea where this spawned from.
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My son
The apocalyptic one

Shall never see the earth
I forbid his birth

My unborn heir
Shall never breathe this air

I would never sacrifice any of my essence
Thou art unworthy of his presence

Intoxicated by hate
I seal his fate

"Make haste, lock the gate!"
But it's far too late

Biting me like lice
They tell their lies

Draining me like leeches
I listen to their speeches

Smitten by hypocrisy
My riposte is apostasy

Parry the blows
Silence the shouts

Banish the scourge
Attack the source

But when I rise my blade
All begins to fade

Truth my bulwark, the guardian, the shield
Now lies shattered on the battlefield

Now I lay down bleeding
I can feel them feeding

They carry me away
To no avail

And on this bed of death
I draw my last breath

And whisper these words
Utter the demonic chords:

"From what I protected thee
Has now consumed me"




More like lyrics to a song than a poem.
i like your playfulness.
More lyrics:

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Bane of humanity
Ciphered in every cell of your body
Hidden in twirls
Mystery unsolved

Driven to multiply
The instinct coded in you
With the first breath
You embraced your doom

Seeded by savage phalluses
Your poison wombs
Vomit forth virgin souls
And you rejoice???

It must be the ultimate
Sensation of spite
Deep inside your mind
A feeling of venom so strong

That tears of suffering
Spill as tears of happiness
In your wicked mind
A sigh of relief:

You are not alone
Your child has born
A divided despair
Your only consolation

And this newblood will go through
All the same you struggled with
And again you rejoice
See a vision of your inert self

Your shell has served well
It has fulfilled a purpose
Soon you realise
That was all there is

The deed was done
No other solace
Than your legacy of misery
Passes on to future generations

Weep now and weep well
You should have known
I tried to explain
But your mind was shut

My soul was born pure
Still it remains untouched
Though they have tried
To penetrate my will

Were it not for this dark aura
This inherent malice of mankind
Corroding my soul, mind and body
I would surely live forever
They Let You Subjugate The Herd

They envy those who live
They discriminate those who enjoy
They created the rules
They decided how it's done

They never truly believe
They never question the origin
They never sought the truth
They never refused the pale ghost

They never knew what is real
They never knew who to follow
They never knew how it all began
They never knew why we are here

Let them not stand in your way
Let them not decide for you
Let them not label you
Let them not consume you

You have the power to refuse
You have the courage to testify
You have the keys to the lock
You have the spirit in you

Subjugate the divine

The Shepherd is dead
Herd has scattered


I like the word "subjugate". :grin:
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