Aspies For Freedom

I like to get drunk from time to time, and I am starting to experiment with DXM, there is one drug I would try if I could get any, and that's Lucy.

This is my experience with others on drugs:
A girl I knew was addicted to weed and she was giggely all the time when high,but moody when of it.
When on speed people started chewing and chewing and the eyes looked big and black and there is a lot of sweat involved.
The person I talked to suddenly thought there was a man in the window.(there wasnt)
When on cokaine Ive seen somebody thinking they were nr.1 and could not be convinsed otherwice,and doing things out of their control(you dont want to know)
Ive seen people addicted to sleepingpills/painkillers(hard ones) become careless/undifferent towards life when on high dosis and suiside-attempts.

Hi

I can only speak for myself in this case and PLEASE get this one thing straight right from the start before I´ll go any further on the subject.....
I do NOT and absolutely NOT in any aspect promote or condole the use of drugs(and opiates in particulary)in any way!!

Pepole with autistic"disorders"have a way much higher risk at developing an seriouse and life threatening adiction!..as go with people with AD/HD.

BUT...opiats DO have an"special"effect on aspies...
I have been using heroin for about 18 years by now.
And at this very moment I´ve sorted my life up and I recive subitex(subitex=a"opiate antagonist"used for so called"subsitute-theraphy"much like methadone")legally subscribed for the rest of my life.

And as a sad but true fact I´ve seen many fellow aspies go under in heroin abuse.

Why!?! you might ask you´re self.....and please do NOT rush out and buy smack now oki!!....

Well the"reason"...heroin activates the endorfines in our brains and suply a short but intese sense of wellbeing and can best be described as a"mental-orgasm"...

BUT the long time effect of the"heroin-rush"is somewhat differs from N.T:s percepitons of it and ours.

As the"normal"result of opiats are sedative on N.T:s..it somehow makes me(and I guess many aspies or people with autistic specrtrum"disorders")more focused and alert.
But the risk of O.D:s and unpure street heroin are huge,and it kills a load of addicts!


This effect has been observed by the doctors in hospitals al over europe,and it is now dicused(at least here in sweden where I live as well as in denmark)that opiates or synthetic opiate deratives such as methadone or subutex should be given in clinical doses.

BUT PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS AS AN"COMERCIAL"FOR DOPE!

The drug(heroine/morphine/codeine and so on)is in itself among the"purest"of all illegal narcotic substanses....BUT the life around and within the addition are severe and in the long run sooner or later [b]WILL[/b] kill you!!!!

SO ask your dotor if he or she can legaly suply yuo with the right medical treatment.
Allready now amphemttamine are leagly subscribed for for example AD/HD.

The withdrawals of heroin and all opiats are HORRID!....after 8 hours without heroin you start to sweat and after another 5 or so hours the real hell breakes loose and the"*** will hit fan"litterarly spoken!.
Diarria and womiting..and the skin looks like weel....a turkey..hence the saying"havin´d´cold turkey"you shiver with cold sweat and blushes of heat....
Sitting in the hot shower or bath-tub for hors and hors and still freezing cold.
At the second day of"cold turkey"you can´t sleep your legs twitches like ants where crawling over them,and you´ll start wishing you never was born.....and this hell will go on for five days.

The withdrawals in general isn´t lethal but E.P seasures can kill you!

So before you go ahead doing anything destructive PLEASE ceep in mind the high cost of drugs!

Not everyone on this earth have had somebody to comfort and care when they felt sad as a kid.
How are they then supposed to know how to comfort themself?

I know some people with bad selfesteem or depression see this as a solution because of lack of self-comfort-skills or lack of ability to live their own life and appreciate small things.
like:"life is so horrible.I have to get out of this feeling,if only just for a while."

me too

Ive never experimented with addictive drugs. But 10 years ago I did ecstacy a few times....wow, it sure makes you feel So good. But I havent dont much in the way of drugs for the last 6 years after having a truly harrowing trip on a designer drug called 2CT7.

I wanna add: Ive been pescribed stimulants for my ADD and they certainly do NOT give me social confidence! Quite the opposite: they make me feel extremely anxious and talk incessantly to myself out loud. When the drug starts to wear off the withdrawal period makes me Extremely angry and think violent thoughts. Weed for me has a very similar effect on me as alcohol: I get happy but very silly and uninhibited.

What substance was that?

I think that people with addiction problems should have a support forum on internet online 24/7.

Ive read the the persons down low in this pyramide are pore and starve if nobody buys the drugs they gather,but why doesnt the goverments help them make money on something else?

I dont see the reason for not disclosing it. I should like to point out that when I first started using recreational drugs, I had to go pretty far out of my way just to obtain them. Some friends of mine decided they didnt wanna share their supply with me because I wasnt street smart. So 10 years ago I was going to raves in order to get access to drugs. But 7 years ago when I switched schools, there were plenty of people with connections so I had no trouble getting ahold of dope.

When I was 15 a girl walked past me and said:

-been out smoking again,huh?
-What?I dont smoke,i answerd
-You allways look so absant, she replied and kept walking.

I had never touched drugs,I felt horrible.

Why?
Because they dont want to scare you?

Mabe working night-shift changes the bio-rythm?