11-07-2007, 10:33 PM
I knew that would get you're attention, lol Honestly though I just wanted to tell you all about this girl I met and wish I could have a relationship with but can't, mostly because I myself am beyond help.
You see I'm in a situation I can't win, nobody could. I live at home with my parents, have no friends, make 11.44 an hour, and basically have never dated someone. This puts me at a marked disadvantage when it comes to women or anything social. While I would enjoy going out with someone my lack of / sense of things is just to warped.
Jessica is a girl whose been in here before (this office) she sometimes mails out packages of photos (she is a photographer) but anyways the first time I met her she said I had a devious smile. She contines saying this but implies it's not bad. The devious smile I had was because she is cute and I wanted to attack her right then and there, lol
So I've seen her abit but only while working, she comes in, I try conversation and telling her some general everyday things. I ask how she is and such (to be polite). I think she's a cool girl, she is however busy alot because she owns her own business. Today she was pleasant and explained about her stuff (cameras) being sent back, they were broken. She said I was a smart ass (in a playful way) and was really kinda goofin with me.
Anyhow I can tell you this means nothing, it's pointless, it's worthless beyond all measure and I'm only wasting my time thinking about it. I wish it were different but it's not, she will never go out with me, never see I like her (although I stare intently and think she's beautiful). Thus is my life and it's just going to get worse, good bye.
PS I will write more later.
You see I'm in a situation I can't win, nobody could. I live at home with my parents, have no friends, make 11.44 an hour, and basically have never dated someone. This puts me at a marked disadvantage when it comes to women or anything social. While I would enjoy going out with someone my lack of / sense of things is just to warped.
Jessica is a girl whose been in here before (this office) she sometimes mails out packages of photos (she is a photographer) but anyways the first time I met her she said I had a devious smile. She contines saying this but implies it's not bad. The devious smile I had was because she is cute and I wanted to attack her right then and there, lol
So I've seen her abit but only while working, she comes in, I try conversation and telling her some general everyday things. I ask how she is and such (to be polite). I think she's a cool girl, she is however busy alot because she owns her own business. Today she was pleasant and explained about her stuff (cameras) being sent back, they were broken. She said I was a smart ass (in a playful way) and was really kinda goofin with me.
Anyhow I can tell you this means nothing, it's pointless, it's worthless beyond all measure and I'm only wasting my time thinking about it. I wish it were different but it's not, she will never go out with me, never see I like her (although I stare intently and think she's beautiful). Thus is my life and it's just going to get worse, good bye.
PS I will write more later.